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I admit to cry and scream

Can’t this merely be a dream?

Didn’t believe what they say

But now we’re separated by death

Our characters the same

One’s fault the other’s blame

Now that you’re gone and I’m alone

It’s pale where the sun once shone

All the things that we have been through

Sorrow and joy I gave you

Living by each other’s strength

I knew you, you knew the me

It all happened way too fast

I can’t accept this ain’t no end

You must be hiding somewhere

No please God this ain’t fair

(Why me?)

I’m being swallowed by those questions

(Why me?)

Shivers down my spine

(Why me?)

I’m being punished for no reason

(Why me?)

Lost in misery

There are things you can’t control

Before you know it claims you whole

Letting go might seem the worst part

Think again when grief’s tearing you apart

Try remembering the good things

Still submit yourself to sadness

Because he who pushes all away

Severely suffers every day

(Why me?)

I’m being swallowed by those questions

(Why me?)

Shivers down my spine

(Why me?)

I’m being punished for no reason

(Why me?)

Lost in misery

All shaken I awake

The nightmares in my sleep

Dreams of you I cannot rest

Scared of the person I knew best

Cold and left behind

The one I loved ain’t here tonight

I’ll pay for a visit therefore instead

I feel relieved facing my own death

(Why me?)

I have been swallowed by those questions

(Why me?)

Shivers down my spine

(Why me?)

I have been punished for no reason

(Why me?)

I feel my heart is lost in misery...