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Pleasure I've felt

Pain I have dealt

Shame remains the same

People around

Feelings to drown

thing I cannot tame

No moment of peace

The pain will not cease

No matter what I do

Try to fit in

Fight with a grin

For a life to live that's new

Shame in suffering

Fear of what's new

It's all that I knew

The weight it crushes me

I try and I try

I lie and I lie

Attempting to break free

The chains hold me down

My personal crown

This shame it holds me back

Continue the fight

With all of my might

Make up for what I lack

Shame in suffering

The pain it won't end

But I will not bend

I'm stronger than deceit

Continue the war

I'll settle the score

My peace I soon will meet

Shame is the master

Fear is the pastor

The sermon it is sung

My story begins

My true self it wins

death blow finally swung

Shame in suffering

The code is fucking red