I feel myself, so alive.. Surrounded by grief, I will die in pain. Accepted my end with eyes wide open. This pain is real. These tears are real. I feel... My life slip away... I embrace this life, ''I hate this life'' Cursed, from the day I was born. I hate you... I spit on you... I hate you... I hate you. Lost in the dark and yet i am walking the light. Confused I am, it makes me sick. Confused, I remain.