Self medicated by the alcohol I see him crawl I see him crawl Given the prescription of the highest dose The devil wraps his hands around your throat His grasp tightens, and the addiction consumes I can hardly recognize you His grasp tightens, and the addiction consumes I can hardly recognize you The soul is crushed, all aspirations are left to the dust Everything you once were, or ever was, put into the darkest oblivion I can hardly recognize you The soul is crushed, all aspirations are left to the dust Everything you once were, or ever was, put into the darkest oblivion Hollow shell of a man Poisoned by his own hands Draining the life from hands You took the bottle and put it to your head Watching everything you love disappear Soiled the childhood I wish I had, ripped everything from my grasp Forever left to envy others, washed my heart of all its colors I wish I could forgive I wish I could forgive you