A song in the night and I turn off the lights My secrets are buried within Can't fall asleep While I'm stuck in my thoughts and while I try to hold them in Trying my best to accept who I am I'm afraid it will turn into nightmares I'll cast out all hate, and I know it's my fate Feels like I've got nothing to lose Anymore, want to throw it off I remember what I've lost, to my inner voice Feel the skies falling down on me Let me drown beneath the endless sea Let me understand what I have done to deserve this curse (Before I drown) I am sick of trying to pretend Will I ever be free again I don't understand how I can be the one that I swore to hate (How things have changed) Feel how it grows, a conflict in my mind I can't help but think that I'm on my own Risking it all and ruin my life Can't say that it hasn't crossed my mind Now let it go, trying to throw it off I'm doing what I must, my wishes turns to dust Feel the skies falling down on me Let me drown beneath the endless sea Let me understand what I have done to deserve this curse (Before I drown) I am sick of trying to pretend Will I ever be free again I don't understand how I can be the one that I swore to hate (How things have changed) Solos: Vide / Jack Now I'm sinking deeper, just let it end You've been afraid for so long but I know Your heart can mend (your heart can't mend) Time heals all wounds (but I'm caught) In the endless sea Feel the skies falling down on me Let me drown beneath the endless sea Let me understand what I have done to deserve this curse (Before I drown) I am sick of trying to pretend Will I ever be free again I don't understand how I can be the one that I swore to hate (How things have changed) How things have changed