Hiding behind an endless wall Building it up as I go along Try to remember but I can't recall A simple time before it went wrong Pressure to output Forced to maintain Composure and no pain Reclusive desire I try to suppress But I'm filled with disdain Pressure to output Forced to maintain Composure and no pain Reclusive desire I try to suppress But I'm filled with disdain Push it out Don't let it in I'm filled with doubt And filled with sin My spirit's willing But my flesh is weak I'm really trying But I'm fucking weak The flesh is fucking weak