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Fighting against the stream

flowing into nothingness

futility and life meet each-other in misery

chains of doubt holding me

beyond the pale mountains of the unknown

lies nothing but pain

life is only starvation of the soul

i am nothing

where no light reaches me

where no life teaches me

the sound of my neck snapping

comforts me

set me free

let go of all hope

there is no horizon

desperation and life meet each other in death

the melody of suffering

let me drown

let me die

in this river of life