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Emotional disorder

Frequent inner chaos

Once again my blood shall boil

Schizophrenic lunacy

Growing like a cancer

Poison in my hearts black soil

Shift from pain to pleasure

Heaven or inferno

Addictions taking over me

Stung by a divine angel

Clung by wasps and autumn breeze

Your poison growing deep in me

Impalement, penetration

Your poison gives me

Purification

Stimulation

Suffocation

Implantation

Give me peace

In my poisoned hearts black soil

Heaving, sweating, shaking

Aggressions boiling over

My wrath twists and disappears

Once again in calmness

Heavenly schizophrenic

My mind releases my utter fear

A world hating me

Your venom changing me

Twisting me back and forth

Mixing both love and scorn

Poisoned hearts black soil