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Survivor's guilt

What did I wish for?

I never knew the cost

All these years on

It's not wasted on me

But I never know what I have 'til it's gone

I'm deaf to your words

I'm blind to your actions

Couldn't sense the change in the air

Or see the lights refractions

I don't know where I belong

Why did I beg

Wallowed in my own regrets

Absorbed in my petulance

Ungrateful as ever

No matter how hard I try

I know I'm not worthy

I don't know where I belong

But I feel like I've done wrong

Guilt

A godless throne

I sat and wondered why I'm still here

On this soil we lay our bodies down forever

And I'll be waiting for the ground to swallow me

Only to close my eyes

And not see that it has taken you