STANDING IN THE FRONT OF MIRROR THINKING OF THE PAST VOICELESS REFLEXION OF PAINFUL THOUGHTS APPROACHING BACKGROUND I PANT FOR BREATH RED EYE VEINS ANT-HILL INSTEAD OF BRAIN DROWNING IN PARANOIA DELUSION OF LIFE MAKING HELL ON THE EARTH I´M DIGGING THE GRAVE TO BURY MY MIND TO BURY MY SELF THERE IS NO WAY TO SEE ANOTHER DAY WHATEVER I DO IT´S ALWAYS COMING BACK TO ME I´VE LOST ALL THE INSTINCT OF SELF-PRESERVATION NO SELF-RESPECT NO SELF-CONFIDENCE DELUSION...DELUSION DELUSION...DELUSION MADE ME SUICIDAL