I sailed forever... I sailed so far And now I know just what the consequences are I laughed out loudly, but I cried inside But I didn't have the strength to say enough of the ride, like a fool I believed in a miracle I wanted to forget of what I'm not sure But I found the answer; it seemed to be a perfect cure Controlled my actions... controlled my thoughts Controlled my feelings, and now I feel my body rot like a fool I believed in the miracle Fuck the miracle Twisting and I'm turning cause I'm freezing then I'm burning Laughing then I'm crying, am I living or am I dying I'm swearing then I'm praying and I don't know what I'm saying I'm happy then I'm sad, more than a little mad Do you still... do you still believe... do you still believe in... Do you still believe in miracles? (Fuck the miracle) Pushing then pulling, who am I fooling? A friend then a foe, do I really even know it? Love and then hate, so pure I'm gonna break Peace then at war, what am I fighting for? Yeah and you always seem to- keep me oh so sleepy So I can't realize that it's all lies And the more it takes hold of me, the less chance that I'll ever be free And even though I don't believe it's so hard to leave A miracle... the miracle And if I could ever take them to, all the blissfulness that you See things as I do, that would take more than a miracle The only ways that you start, is by looking in your heart And that's the hardest part, ‘cause it takes more than a miracle Waiting, always hesitating... For that perfect day, that day was yesterday... And the more you're gonna wait, the more chance that it'll be too late How are ya going to afford to wait? Ah, I shed one tear I won't deny it, just one tear and I already cried it And now you'll see me cry no more Don't even know what I was crying for... (There's no such thing as a miracle... there's no such thing...) Won't stop crying for... a miracle I just, I don't believe it... I just don't believe in I just, don't believe in a (miracle...) There's no such thing... There’s no such thing as a miracle, there’s no such thing as... I don’t, I don’t believe...I just don’t believe in I don’t know, I don’t, I don’t believe in all