Father, forgive me for I know not what I do I tried everything, but I’ll leave it up to you I don’t want to live, I don’t know why I don’t have no reasons, I just want to die I’m a suicidal failure I’ve got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies But I can’t kill myself I’m tired of this way of life, my patience has expired I’m barely just 19, but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I pointed it at my head, but I couldn’t get the job done I’m a suicidal failure I’ve got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies But I can’t kill myself I took all my mother’s sleeping pills, I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison and drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat, put a noose around my head I overdosed on heroin but I’m still not dead I’m a suicidal failure I’ve got to get some help I have suicidal tendencies But I can’t kill myself Death may not be the answer, it can’t be all that great But me I’m not into living, with life I can’t relate By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now so shoot me with your gun I’m looking forward Suicidal! I’m really bored Suicidal! You wanna die Suicidal! Then die Suicidal! Honestly Suicidal! At the game Suicidal! At the beach Suicidal! At my school Suicidal!