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[Heavy Emotion Version]

Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down

I cry for help but no one's around

Silently screaming I bang my head against the wall

It seems like no one cares at all

Always an emotion, but how can I explain

How can I explain

Kind of like the scent of a rose

With words I can't explain

The same with my pain

Caught up in emotion-Goes over my head

Goes over my head

Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death

Am I living or am I dead

The clock keeps ticking but nothing else seems to change

Problems never solved, just rearranged

And when I think about all the times that I've had

So few good-So many bad

I search for personality and I look for things I can not see

Love and peace flash through my mind

Pain and hate are all I find

Find no hope in nothing new

Never had a dream come true

Lies and hate and agony

Thru my eyes that's all I see

If I'm gonna cry

Will you wipe away my tears?

If I'm gonna die

Lord please take away my fear

Before I drown in sorrow

Last thing that I'll say

How will I laugh tommorow

If I can't even smile today

Today today--when I can't even smile today

Today today--when I can't even smile today

How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today

How will I laugh tommorow--when I can't even smile today