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Memories of a pale green room

No she wasn't a bride, No I wasn't a groom

It was all a game and I didn't mind Because it made her smile

Pillow case on her head, Our faces so red

Memory like a dream, It was really quite a scene

But just a game, so I didn't mind Because it made her smile

These memories consume me

Should not be real

I need you to hear me

These wounds won't heal

Memories all too clear to me

I should have known it was wrong, But I was so naive

I was young and confused and believed I was bad

When I saw her cry

Now I'm older and I finally see

All the things that you've done To our whole family

And I don't want to imagine the things that you did

When I was not around

These memories consuming

Have brought me fear

I need you to suffer

I need you to hear

I never hated anything more

This suffocating suffering

No medication stays this hate

Your actions sealed your fucking fate

What you did to me was nothing compared

To what you did to the ones

You were supposed to protect

You were my hero and I wanted you to see me shine

But when I learned you were a monster I just wanted you to die

I NEED YOU

TO SUFFER

I NEED TO

WATCH YOU BURN