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I walk with the crowd, alone.

Unseen or am I imagining?

It's easy keep hiding at home,

still healing.

I teach myself how to stay calm,

when they wish to behold me.

They may take and divide my time.

The secret, no one told me.

Like creatures of the night,

they follow!

Bearing the wrong side,

is hard for me sometimes.

This need I still can recognize,

to swim in the oceans of vanity.

Some of us enjoy the rain and thunder.

For me all the shadows are bright.

I'm burning in the starlight,

and I hope to feel light as a kite,

and fly towards the twilight of my life.

Like creatures of the night,

they follow!

Bearing the wrong side,

is hard for me sometimes.

And now they have disappointed my broken heart.

I'm dancing, they're demanding.

The unknown and innocent days are gone,

taken without asking.

Safe, further away!

I'll disappear like a mountain without a trace.

They tied a knot on my life,

it gets tighter when I try to hide.

A face of a newly wedded clown,

doesn't offer you the high.

Now you're lower than the poor souls you feed.

Built the walls out of silence,

I will not be taken there anymore.

What is wrong with your eyes?

Sad for the right reasons?

I'll show you the ashes of life.

No empathy behind your eyes,

sleeping like an angel every night.

I don't feel safe,

can't disappear without getting my last embrace.

They tied a knot on my life,

it gets tighter when I try to hide.

I don't feel safe, further away!

Can't disappear without getting my last embrace.

Once the time finally comes!

Will they dig me up from my unmarked grave?