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I used to think that time

was once on my side

I used to think that we could

make things work..

it's been months since we last really spoke

and it's almost as if

you slip further from me

each passing day goes by

the distance that separates us

tears me from the inside

again and again

but it's my fault...

it feels as if I'm selfish

for missing you

because it's my fault

my mental state was declining

and I pushed everyone away

now every time I sleep

I dream of you kissing me

and with every kiss

it feels more and more real

but it isn't

it never was for months

I can feel myself spiralling again

wondering if you ever

or if you will even remember my name

this time next year

that's if I'm still around then

not that it'd make a difference

I've got a couple of screws loose

there's nothing to miss in me

and I have nothing to lose

now that you're gone...