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Days go by slowly

And I just dwell

In an empty room

Alone with regret

Because nobody notice's me anymore

Sometimes it feels as if,

I'm fading from reality

Poisoned by hope

Blackened by regret

I'm decaying with those forgotten memories

Everyone who once

Was in my life has left

And now

I do not exist anymore

Sorrow has become my best friend

While I disappear

I will look at each memory

And remember when life

Was simpler and joyful

Since my innocence has died

I've grew so numb

To the world around me

I've failed everyone

I've failed my family

I've failed my friends...

I'd jump from the rooftops

And show the world I exist

And to prove

That I hate myself too...