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The patterns on my wrist

Begins to dance

Everything starts spinning

And all the colours begin to get darker

In a matter of seconds

I will black out

Ever since you left this world

I felt my soul rotting

Inside my beating chest

An empty void consumes me

I will never forget

Those moments

Your heart stopped beating

Your heart stopped beating

And I remember

When I first received the news

Everything stayed stationary

Many times

I tried to reunite

Through suicide

However, I'm starting to think

that even death rejects me...

Nothing feels the same

Ever since you've left

I stopped believing

My faith has died

I only pray

To be next

I still see your spirit

Roaming around, watching me

I can't help but to cry for hours

Until my eyes start to burn

And my throat starts to ache

I still break

All the time

Living... without you... here

It's not fair

That I'm still here

And you're not...