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Time has changed us for the worst

we both went from happy lives

to living in complete misery and despair

you're surrounded by friends and weed

while I'm left alone and fading

nothing will ever be the same

we're drifting, falling apart

and it feels like you're out of reach

blade digging into my veins

walls torn; memories adorned

in all things we used to be

now I bear the taste of our misery

on the edge of this razor

there's no brighter days ahead

only a bleak future and a cure that's razor deep

I give in to the embrace of suicidal ideation

no hope and no tomorrow

only solitude and suicide

maybe that way I'll finally learn

to find my peace...