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A dark cloud of misery hangs over me

like an empty noose, dangling from the ceiling

waves of loneliness has been hitting me

cutting deeper than it ever has

unable to let go

unable to move forward

I find myself stuck at this point

where I’m at my loneliest

with no one at all

nothing to fill the void

nobody to hold me close

and since it’s been months of feeling this way

I think I’ll finally do it

tying the noose even more carefully

blade to my wrists

this time drawing blood

writing my last goodbye

although I know that

nobody would ever read it

I’ve spent my life in isolation

and now I’ll finally make a difference

I’ll finally make it work this time…