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I can no longer feel myself

My vision is blurry

My pulse is fading

As I drift away; I can't help

But to think of my happy memories

Before I turned this way

Before my emotions got poisoned

By the dull cruelty of the mind

As I am stabbed to sleep

I will embrace this cold feeling

Questioning everything

As the thought of my demise

Lingers through the back of my mind

Maybe if I take a handful of pills

It will help me sleep

Cutting deep into my skin

As I lie lifeless

With no one but myself

Withdrawn into isolation

Despair is forced down my throat

And into my beating heart

Vomiting, choking

Feeling cold and alone

A new melancholic sensation

Rises up inside of me

It is now I know

No help will ever come

Trapped with this sickness

My sickened and twisted thoughts

Kept me awake for so many nights

A knife to my chest

Is the only way

For my soul to escape my

Cold and rotting corpse