I've had enough of life
sometimes I wish I could turn back time
and change some things about myself
the happiness in your heart
has faded long ago
so has my love for myself
I still see the pain in your eyes
I wish I could take the pain from your heart
even if it's lifted into mine
so I can see you smile once more
so I can feel I've made a difference
and I hope I can leave an imprint
in your life that traces back
so I know what I did meant something
in the end...
but it's too late
I want to erase all feelings
so it doesn't hurt when you leave
but I'm too far gone
lying lifeless, drifting away
thinking of you and your smile
thinking of a time
before life escaped your eyes
even if the memory of me
will burn in the embers of your heart
I cannot live
I cannot take this any longer
when they find my body
our memories will live on forever
I know you'll hate me
for leaving you
without even a goodbye
I'll fade away
dreaming of you...