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Everything is blurry now

my vision keeps fading

I'd convulse at the thought of you

I'd cut myself

if any memory of you appeared

and I know

you've never let me go

blood leaves my veins

like you have once left me

I remember every fucking moment of it

I've been unloved by a world of hate

and you shown me that

in it's true ugly nature

I will never belong

and for that...

I'll fade away and no longer

exist in this cruel and dark world