Leaving this world behind, because I hate this life that I live
Nobody noticed me, when I'd bleed in the rain
Nobody cared for me, so I live and endure this pain
There's no point of this life that I live
I give and I give..., but it's never enough
To fill the hole in my chest...
A void I've always known, I guess deep down I already knew
It would never leave me too
I never mattered; not yet, not now
This feeling in my chest
Compresses my throat
All this time, I thought I could change
But I'm living in this constant cycle
Of constant paranoia and suffering
Give up on me...
Everyone always have
I could try so hard
And give all my efforts
But that wouldn't be noticed
You wouldn't care
Nobody ever has
Leave me in the dark
My heart can only take so much
I guess I was always meant to feel numb
And all these years.
I tried and tried, now I feel so tired
I'll swallow these pills
Shut everything out
And forget everything
I'm leaving with no goodbyes left to give
Leaving without any warning
Nobody will hear from me again.
Yet no one will ever care...