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Don't let me in

Because I'll push you away

I always fail everyone

So I don't let anyone get close

Shutting down again

Desensitised of feeling

I let everyone down.

I wish I didn't...

I wish I could change

But as hard as I try

And as much effort as I put in

Everyone leaves

Nobody ever stays

So I watch time passing

Watch new people come and go

And realise this is where I belong

I'll push you away

so I don't hurt you

In the end

I guess I always was the problem.

So in time

You will forget me

Just like everyone has

Just like everyone always does

There's nothing special to me

I can't offer you anymore

Than anyone else

I wish I could say I'm special

Or that I mattered

But really I'm no one

I barely exist

Living a life but I'm invisible

Caught in the currents of emptiness

You will make a massive difference

But not to me.

I will always be the same...

I will always fail you...

So leave, don't look back

Forget who I've become

So you can grow

Into who you're meant to be...