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Biting onto rusty nails

Lying awake; alone with my thoughts

You never knew how much

I tried to keep us together

Along our decaying hearts

There was too much pain to bear

Your heart does not beat

Like it did that Summer

The heat brushing against our skin

As every rush of adrenalin

Shown little meaning

What I felt was real

And now it's clear

There's no turning back from this

Wasting away like the youth that died

Every breeze of the wind

Kept us going

When we ran through the forest

Every little meant promise

Kept us alive

For what it's worth

I'm done running from my problems

Even if you visit my nightmares

I will burn down the bridges

So you can fucking watch

The hatred you've planted grow

You thought you killed me

But I'm rotting inside your

Cold and black heart

The tar keeps burning me

As my skin begins to blister and boil

Cutting deep, deep inside of me

My body sways like the fond memories

Hide under my shadow

Stalk my every move

In the end

Disheartenment fucking wins