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lying within a cold, damp room

all my memories lay in here

remain frozen and out of reach

another bottle

filled with the sorrow

of yesterday

you left me here

so long ago

living off flashbacks

and self doubt

I heard the door creek

I turned and saw you

with sweat dripping from your head

tears rolling from your eyes

your hands shaking

with a gun in your palms

pointing towards me...

I look into your eyes

and walk up to you

guiding your gun to my head

I thank you one last time

before I take my last breath

as you pull the trigger

memories...

scattered all over the floor

my body, bleeding out on the floor

I was always nothing

my loveless soul

released from it's cage

cry by my bloody body

and hold my hands in yours

don't call 999

and let me embrace my death