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lying cold on the floor

I hate this place

it brings so many painful memories

sometimes I come here just to think

just to think about life

sometimes I harm myself here

I just can't let anyone in

I visit this place in my nightmares

I still see her silhouette

I still see his selfishness

I hate this place

it reminds me of everyone

who reminded me how worthless I am

but that's just life

no matter how much I cry

that's just life...