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These flowers left waiting by my side

As I waited for you

Has been here for ages

And have slowly started

To decay

My heart has grown cold

My lungs have lost all oxygen

Not a single breath

Escapes my lungs

Not a single word

Escapes my mouth

I still tell myself

The feelings will fade

Everything still compressed itself

It feels so obscene

How you left without a goodbye

I try to tell myself

Things will get better

But even then

The memories still haunt me

The pain in your voice

Never leaves my mind

Not a single breath

Escapes my lungs

Not a single word

Escapes my mouth

Everyday I waited

And left opened wounds

Until my bones became exposed

From refusing to eat

I used to believe in you

I used to know you...

When you returned

You wanted more

Than I can ever give

But when you saw me

I was lying lifeless

All the colours left my eyes

Blood stained carpets

Blood on my hands

An incision in my throat

Condone my endless torment