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lies come crashing through

the flood gates

battering me day by day

just a pathetic waste I am

I will never live up to anything at all

I lose everyone

who is ever close to me

why do I push everyone away?

I've embraced this sadness

over a hundred times

maybe I am destined to die

sad and alone

and I don't know when things

will get better

severed too many times

now I regret letting go

everyone watch

as I try to break and reach the surface

when this world always puts me last

I will stop my heart beating

maybe that way I can see some proof

I could have died happy

maybe next time I will think things through

in the end

all I wanted was something

to listen and be there

in the end

all my friends have left

so long ago...