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Lies come crashing through

The floodgates

Battering me day by day

Just a pathetic waste I am

I will never live up to anything at all

I lose everyone

Who is ever close to me

Why do I push everyone away

I've embraced this sadness

Over a hundred times

Maybe I am destined to die sad and alone

And I don't know when things

Will get better

Severed ties too many times

Now I regret letting go

Everyone watch

As I try to break and reach the surface

When this world always puts me last

I will stop my heart beating

Maybe that way I can see some proof

I could have died happy

Maybe next time I will think things through

In the end

All I wanted was someone

To listen and be there

In the end

All my friends have left

So long ago