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Time after time

I tried to rid myself

From this plague we call life

Humanity is a cancer

It spreads so rapidly

The only cure is suicide

My heart has froze

And I do not know

How long I can go on for...

Days go by

Turning to weeks

Where I attempt to rid myself

From this dreadful place

I don't remember the last time

I felt an ounce of happiness

All the notes I've left behind

All the tears I've shed

Doesn't matter anymore

For I know I will kill myself

Without hesitation

I embarrass everyone who knows me

A burden is all that I've ever been

No matter how much I fight

Or how little I rest

Nothing changes

Solitude remains absent