forced in a cell
created from flesh
embodied in someone else's skin
this body, isn't mine
my soul is trapped
in someone else's body
every time I loom in the mirror
I can't recognise myself
this dysphoria
has got me on my knees
gender dysphoria
suicidal euphoria
my guardian angel has protected me for so long
but now it is my time to go
once I die I shall be free
from this imprisonment
free from captivity
as each urge arise
hope becomes invisible
until the day
I find gender euphoria
through suicide
I will linger
with the fabrics of time
waiting and waiting
for my time to come
to be released from this fleshy cage