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I am alone with my thoughts again

Days go by, turning to weeks

And weeks turning to months

All I can do is mourn

Numbness is creeping in

My heart has turned so cold

Bittered and brittle

I have shed so many tears

Blood runs in my veins

But I have no purpose

To live on

Destined to die alone

And I know

Nothing gets better

Nobody knows me

Or who I really am

And my thoughts are caving in

Sometimes I wish someone can

Show me how much I mean to them

Such a deluded fantasy

Because I don't even have anyone

Texting me anymore

All my life...

I have been reminded

I will never be good enough

So I will take

Matters into my own hands

I will fade away

And no one will remember me