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Misery cradles my soul

Following the trails of blood

Deciding my own fate

In the end

No one will care

Once my body is found

Despite all my efforts

Hope was never found

If I was never born

I wouldn't have to live to feel this pain

This dreadful emptiness

Rips apart at my veins

I feel so cold

I used to pray

And now I lie awake

Wondering why I must live

With such a cold feeling

Bleeding on the shower floor

The water hides my tears

Life leaves me

And I feel free in my final moments

When my last breath is cut short

Let me hang freely

As I wither into nothingness

Like wilted flowers; I lose colour

Look directly into my eyes

Just to tell me

I was never made for this life