every night I lie awake in bed-
just dreaming of her
because she loves you
I am at loss- I don't know how to move on
because she loves you
I simply am not the same anymore
your whispers, echo through the night
still I long for her to caress me as I sleep
please come back
because she loves you...
I never knew what we had was only transitory
I just watch as you slip through my fingers
like you always did
sleep deprivation has got me weak
dreaming of you when I get the chance
to finally sleep
eradication is all I wish upon myself
while you hold him each and every night
is something I can't take back
because she loves you
I am at loss- I don't know how to move on
because she loves you
I simply am not the same anymore
your whispers, echo through the night
still I long for her to caress me as I sleep
please come back
because she loves you...
how can I live with this?
I admit I was not perfect for you
but truth be told...
I tried my fucking hardest
because she loves you
I struggle to sleep at night
I feel the ambience in the thick air
apparitions of you appear at the edge of my bed
can you hear me?
maybe if I bottle everything up again
and keep everything to myself...
I will take it to the grave
I will be at peace
dreaming of us holding hands until the end
please do me a favor
and forget my face
I can't die and rot alone
so I will hang myself
leave a suicide note in my pale hands
and leave this world behind
with the gaze of our undying memories
as the embers live on through my being
I want to drift in eternal sleep
dreaming of you in my arms
one last time...
when my body is found
weep for me
I loved you
and not a single word was a lie
I promised I'd die for you
now the punishment...
rotting without you
by my side-
"I can't stand to be alone"
"each word burns, and scourges my soul"
"your idol, my angel died with me"
"I pray, for us to reunite hand in hand"
good- bye-
