Beyond this desolate orchard I still feel your spirit Caressing my hair as I- Fall into the abysmal depths Of my self hatred and inner afflictions I thought I thought you were everything- To me But these discordant screamings Keep me up at night Every time, I'd fall I'd fall for- This howling night In this endless winter Breathes down my neck So just forget me As I remain Hanging by the withering tree Left to rot alone