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As I awoken

to bright fluorescent lights

I was brought news of your passing

that day, another part of me died

to lay in an eternal rest

amongst thorns of black roses

I wouldn't leave my bed for days

nobody saw me in nearly a week

I wouldn't leave

I couldn't accept it

through all the torment

in my childhood

you made it somewhat bearable

always did what you could

and you'd put up with my shit

I just wish I didn't stop visiting you...

I miss you more and more

I cannot move on

from your passing

I just hope wherever you are

there's no more grief or sorrow

even if you're gone

life goes on...

it always goes on

almost as if nothings happened

to the world;

you may have only been a grain of sand

but to me; you were so much more