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I'm pulling threads

counteract, leaving my soul

are we just wasting time?

just a shadow of a desperate moment

reaching to break the surface

until you'd pull onto my veins

until I reach into non existence

lies come crashing down

and I will let the colossal shadow

of my former self

collide into a shadowless entity

breaching a twilight of purposeless misery

(only the heavens can see me now)

let me delve in deep for you

and reach for you again

your saliva running down my throat

an acidic taste

burning, and swelling

I will cut myself for you

please let me wake

I will cut myself for you

do not return

rape me to sleep

and bludgeon me senseless

emptiness fills my soul

sorrow calls out your name

from the void, an abysmal fragment

of a past that haunts me unto death

I will die for you

I can't remember myself

leave me drunk in your lust

paranoia leaves me asphyxiating

I will rejoice those nights

your words crushed open my chest

a hole inside of me

gapes open wide

a nostalgic fear

leaves me

as my corpse crawls into a desolate space

tears... stream down my face

lies..... consume my soul