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Disease of the mind,

Sensations going blind,

I want to be nothing,

Urges are rushing!

You can’t convince me,

I’m on a killing spree,

The voice in my head,

Wants you to be dead!

Morbus animi!!!

You punish me!

You torture me!

I can’t make it stop!

Where are you, you worshipped “God”?

My body is trembling,

The thoughts are threatening,

The silence is deafening,

The pain is lessening.

My mind separates,

The breathing accelerates,

The time decelerates,

The control perpetuates.

Pulled back like gravity,

Diminished reality,

Tragic fatality,

Massive brutality.

The poison is developing,

Vertigo is sickening,

The presence is strengthening,

Days of reckoning!

Fury is going through my veins,

The power of my soul is in chains.

Life is just an illusion,

Dreadful radiation of confusion.

A world where chaos and hate overtake,

I will disintegrate by dawn’s wake.

Haunted by memories of the past,

I didn’t seek reconciliation at last.