---

trust and love dissolves out of our grasp

we. only. really., cared for ourselves

oblivious, righteous, selfish, self obsessed

spending time constructing, a cage for yourself

soles of my feet bleeding

lashing out and

losing their feeling

blankets of misery suffocating

the cold sweat drips,

over my brow and into my iris

life isn't my aspiration... neither was to...

survive in a life of pain

fill my wounds with money

greed is your god, I'm not your slave

this. time. you're. wrong.

feelingless itching

reliefless pain

all the joy that I've seen

is fading away from me

a smoldering crater is all that's left

at the bottom i die to disease

indignant saturation of this existence

light illuminates the world- NEVER AGAIN

stagnant and lost to history

as if this pain had never happened to me, death set me free, i know I'm weak