Regrets like dirty needles
Some things never change
So many missed opportunities
I never fucking cared
I fiend for solitude
Missing social cues and pretending like I care
I have seen the other side and no one was there…..waiting for me
Hollowness I can't ignore
Surrogate acts hide our fake smiles
I'm sick of pretending
I have seen the ugliness within us all
But I wasn't too scared to look away… or bury myself in shame
I close my eyes
surrounded by smiling faces
But I always wake up alone
