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I breathe in

And give my best to bury all the pain

Time and time again, vain as it may be

A part of me, forever restless

Now claims victory

It destroys any hope of bliss

Time and time again

Won't this fade away

I'd rather not stay

Drowning in dismay

All alone, surrounded by as many as can be

They do not see me and I can't feel them there

Struggling

To each his own woe seems the most extreme

As rational as I can be

I'm not spared of this belief

Won't this fade away

I'd rather not stay

Drowning in dismay

I take the stage and rearrange the planets given to me by the gods

Tables turn, I'm the one in charge, for now...

This poise, so fake, will disappear, gone with your next selfish move

Back to the abyss myself to prove, to you

I gave up so much to have you here

You better be

Sick of waiting for tomorrow

Is it that weird?

I'm not insane!

You, unable to value

All that I've done

I curse the Sun

Why can't you see?

Humans make mistakes

I'm not a demon

I explode in screams with tearful eyes

How can you hold all this in

Appalled by emptiness that you display

After all the love I gave

Grip, undefined

Clench, freedom swept away

We both drown

This is not a war we're waging

Words unrefined

Kill what little we had

Mutually drained

No, there's no going back

This time 'round

The sadness borders hatred, consuming

I try to be, aw hell, there's no myself to be

Boiling point

Confusion eats me, erase or forgive

Life has a laugh, and stalemates with suicide

Time and time again

Until I stride into demise