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I see the stars aligning

Oh it has been so long

Why do I feel so torn

I lust for something bitter

I lust for something wrong

A fever burns inside me

My god, what's going on

My hands are cold and steady

No heart beats in my chest

Lord, have i been forsaken?

Is this your final test?

My body was aching

Was yours for the taking

My soul I felt leaving

No outlook for healing

So how can this be?

How can this be?

I'm scared of my secrets

My terrible weakness

I dabbled in darkness

Thinking it was harmless

Now just look at me

Just look at me

This vile, unholy hunger

That sickening distress

Why have I been awakened

Am I denied my rest?

A flood of scarlett iron

Is colouring my breast

Unveiling dark desires

I lessen my protest

My body was aching

Was yours for the taking

My soul I felt leaving

No outlook for healing

So how can this be?

How can this be?

I'm scared of my secrets

My terrible weakness

I dabbled in darkness

Thinking it was harmless

Now just look at me

Just look at me