Isolated buried in the depths of discouragement, I feel unable to make anything but except for letting my eyes wander numbly. I am alone, I am really so alone, that I can not even find myself into my solitude. How hard the fall has been this time! Now and then, I am shielding myself in ephemeral and intangible happiness, How hard the fall has been this turn! When I awake, my reality now only perceives watercolors of rough and lonely landscapes for me. Each instant I plead not to wake up another following morning and, sometimes, I have the feeling that I won't really be able to defeat the weariness of the night. I am a stray beast in a strange and inconceivable world, I surrender myself to the dark wings of Death.