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consumed in the flesh

tired of waiting for the right chance

and the mind, exhausted of all

too tired of waiting

the travail that I

tired of waiting for the right chance

had to live through without a pause

too tired of waiting

worn down in the soul

tired of waiting for the right chance

spirit dead, relentless travail

too tired of waiting

losing all control

tired of waiting for the right chance

feverish rambling inside my brain

relentless travail

worn down

grey spirit

heart wounded

godless

life wasted

left dying