When the circle starts to form, a unity of black is born disconnected from myself, my constitution screams for help Reconnect me, make life clear numbness now replaces fear attempt to rise brings scream of pain and my day of demons begins again Walking in this white and grey, I can't feel or concentrate crying out but silent, still zombified by little pills Faces that once recognized, Me, my soul, my dying eyes now contort with despair 'til I am just a shell of fear When the circle is reborn, the contents of my life are torn lift me out and set me free erase the black that burdens me