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How does your mouth taste

What does your skin feel

Like a child I want to squeeze

And last days chokingly seize

All the dots I attempt to connect

Convictions forged of neglect

Rottening to the core

Values unnatural to live for

The instrument of someones joy

Plaything possesion and toy

Reduced to a different state

As love rejected turns to hate

To be of doubt and see things clearly

To seek the truth and hurt severely

Choose the ties that tightly bind

Live in pain and be confined

Lessons learned of regret to impart

Decisions wrong and yet take part

The instrument of someones joy

Plaything possesion and toy

Reduced to a different state

As love rejected turns to hate

To feel the hatred of one so kind

It broke my heart and it blew my mind

A revelation of a new start

It blew my mind and it broke my heart

Take aim at me, keep it steady

Fire at will, I am ready

Scum like me will always float

Incoherent like the gargle in my throat

And as final as my suicide note

I HATE!

Behold the powers that be

Line up the planets for me

Follow the dream and the star

By the nine I hope we make it that far

Any minute this could be over

Drown it out or face it sober

Hear me I told it straight

Love rejected will turn to hate