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This sickness

I feel within myself

It never thins but it grows

Time is a quiet beast

It’s slipping away from me

Faster than you could ever know

People will see you

But they won’t understand

An Outsider looking in

To a window they can’t see through

Blind to reality

Ignorant of the truth

I carry the burden

Constant feeling of disappointment

Cut my ties, and turn my back to the world

Searching for a way out.

Cut my ties; turn my back to the world

Searching for a way OUT.

I’ve longed for this release

I fight this battle with myself and nobody else

Crushed from the weight of it all, the bigger picture at hand

Suffer

Suffering