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You make me agitated

You try to drive me crazy

And I know there is something I could tell you

I know that I'm ashamed

My intention is erased

Increasing pace and lose control

And joy in my mind

Leave me alone, I'll do it myself

There's nothing else to compare

No mirror to show the reflection that I like

I make believe that what I say

And what I want to hear

I can raise this hell I fear

Leave me alone, I'll do it myself

There's nothing else to compare

No mirror to show the reflection that I like

While I am standing right before you

While I'm talking to you

How long I'll resist

I never walked alone

And there's no place to hide

Emotions try to come out

Unreal illusions re-appear

The joy I need, restricted and delayed

The trauma is way too real

It's like solace from the shade

I have got no self control

I drift towards my destiny

The voices make me feel - feel how I am - I am

My yearning presence is waiting for the dawn of grace

I lie to believe what I hide

I cry to release it